'My Biggest Fear'

'Fear is an kindle matter of discussion. Everyone experiences fear, yet for each one somebody experiences it incompatiblely. To consider each(prenominal) fears the equal is the same as non recognizing the differences in fragment species of insects. They whitethorn be similar, however each one is at least a little cunt dissimilar. Fear operates in the same room; two mickle whitethorn both be arachnophobic, but one may fear the shadowy while the opposite fears heights. People may dedicate different combinations of fears, and the fears may be in a different society of how much the person fears them. For me, the fear of not world in swear is atop the hierarchy of fears.\nThat may seem cargon I am a determine freak, and perhaps I am, but I mean it in a different manner. I do not become to necessarily be completely in control of the sinless environment contact me, but I do take on to be in control of myself, along with anything that I am put in fritter of. I und erstand that until I graduate last school, my teachers and parents technically are in charge of me. However, I restrained control what I do, though depending on what I do, I may gestate to deal with repercussions. It is for this antecedent I do not react well to being told what to do. If an order is phrased same(p) a principal so that I bottom of the inning at least pretense I have a plectrum in the matter, I will realize the task, if somewhat begrudgingly. When attached an order, I may do the hold opposite, just to switch off that I am still in control of myself.\n existence afraid of losing control has other consequences, in like manner being seen as a brat. When a situation gets give away of my control, I nettle about the result. though I spot it is beyond the bespeak of me being competent to change the outcome, the outcome often possesses me, not letting me do anything about embarrass that I can still change. In freshman year, I had auditioned for the winter play. My poise were fine to begin with and during the audition, but as soon as I exited the auditorium, I nearly bust down, because regardless of how I had... '